I’m just fucking tired of always try to do my best in everything. I try and try and everyone just want more and more and that is fucking freaking me out. Yeah I know I’m going bananas but what the hell you expect? Stop just being agadas I dont even know but I’m T I R E D.
Let me explain.
Last weekend my mom, her husband and I were in my grandmother’s house. That was on saturday and I was waiting for the KCAs, guess what, there was no internet and my mom didnt let me go to a center. Then I cried and stayed home. Minutes later she asked me if I wanted to go out with her and her husband, guess what, her husband said that I couldnt go. I cried and stayed home. Then it was sunday, the day that we had to do the prank to the boys, and that day we were supossed to come back home, guess what, her husband said that we were coming on monday. Then my grandpa asked us about going to PriceSmart, and guess what, my cousin and I had to stay home. Again
So now monday, my mom had to work and my cousin came with us, we stayed home, but now it was okay, I was happy cause I was using my lap and all that stuff. Then my mom came home and the first thing she said was ”Why didnt you clean the house?” And I was just like ”Mom, we came today”. Later that night, she disconnected my internet.
Tuesday. I did every fucking thing, I cleaned the house, I washed the dishes, I did the laundry (including her, her husband, and my cousin’s clothes), I did their beds and just all the fucking things I saw, and guess what she said when she came home, ”Why didnt you take out the trash?” You dont even wanna know what I wanted to do in this moment okay
Then wednesday, it was okay until she called and said ”Did you eat something?” and I told her not cause we were tired of the same thing, and she just told me to do another thing, but there was nothing else I could do. Then she came home with some chimis, (it’s something like a burger) but my cousin doesnt like mayonaise and ketchup, and she was just like ”But she ate it once” when she never did.
And finally, today. I woke up and she wasnt at home, I saw that she was like cleaning the bathroom and that stuff, but she wasnt there so I didnt what to do, so I just went to my room to watch tv, when she came home she was yelling at me cause I didnt do anything, she said stuff that I … I dont even know okay but I couldnt tell her anything if I didnt want her to slap me.
What did I did wrong? I feel like I never do the enough to get her to say something good about it. I’m sorry, but I’m not perfect, and she … aagh just, I had to say
PD: I’m on vacations cause in my country is the Holy Week
Look at what I did guys. Yeah, I know they are not perfect but this is the first design I make and I did it all by myself :3
What do you think?
Dont hurt me
What the fuck did you expect? Obviusly, as all of us know, Zayn is with his family. He’s passing for a hard moment and all that you do is complain. We know its not the same, but please, just think about it. Didn’t they make an AMAZING show tonight? For me, they did it awesome. And they tried too hard to seem all happy as always and make all of you happy too. So you just need to stop and think about what you are gonna say. Stop and think about how they’re feeling right now. Cause it is not only about Zayn, is about his family, its about the boys.